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Friday, April 27, 2007
- random random... @ 8:54 PM a friend's r'ship was shaky yest. so fadzli and myself were discussing and hoping that somehow things will work out well between them. basically we worrying for them la. alhamdullilah, it did. =) and fadzli said something on the msn when we were discussing. "tak syiok seh tgk members mcm tu i hope they feel the same way towards us when we quarrel" and most of our conversation on msn yesterday was on grocery shopping. grocery shopping!!! like omfg la. we were talking about pasar geylang and how the pasar in pasir ris is. and dry stuff to be bought at sheng siong or smth like that. how shop and save is actually expensive. bla bla bla. i swear there's like something wrong with me la. haha. now, currently i am not working, i am reliving my favourite hobby - reading. pls la. since i started working, i've to like chuck aside that particular past time of mine because i was too busy and tired. and i feel good about being able to read books without having to worry about datelines for reports and stuff. i could do this everyday seh till i die. haha. and for the past few days, eating had been like a chore for me. because i dont know why, certain items i ate will smell and taste of raw belacan. i bought soft squid from old chang kee on tuesday. it smelt of raw belacan and even tasted like it. so i didnt continue eating it. met fadzli that day and asked him to eat it. but he said it didnt taste or smell like raw belacan at all. then, my mom fried chicken for me. fried chicken tau. i didnt eat it because of the same thing - smell and taste like raw belacan. yesterday, my bro bought pizza for dinner. and i swear i love having loads of cheese on my pizza. but the cheese smelt and tasted like belacan. jus now, kat rumh fadzli, his mom cooked curry. and it tasted like belacan. pffft. and now, i swear there's really something wrong with my nose and tongue. really. ouh. and i finally met the ex in person la. then she said something and i just answered with a "tak" and gave her the sweetest smile i could give her. i swear she could fall in love with me la kan after that smile if fadzli is not my boyfriend. heh. picked the kids up frm jurong and then went back to pasir ris. babysat la. helped fadzli's mom take care of the kids. then fadzli told me to be like babysitter for the kids with payment of 300bucks per month. -_-" i feel like eating at simpang bedok. its been like a month plus since i last ate there i think. but at the same time, i feel like eating at pasar bedok. and also adam road. haha. i've got a temp job btw. haha. something on the gst thing la. its just 2 week thing. just in time for my trip to m'sia. fadzli will be coming too. =) first time seh my parents bagi someone who has no ikatan whatsoever with the family to come along (as in not married). must be something la. haha. ouh. and i miss the 1st sc a whole truckloads, ok.  we shall meet, ok?you know you love me, Wednesday, April 25, 2007
- i choose... @ 1:02 PM though at times i dont show it. though at times u dun feel it. but pls be rest assured, that i do love you. and i know you love me too.  you know you love me, Monday, April 23, 2007
- 84rtZ™ @ 12:04 PM so please do feel free to browse and spread the word around. items sold are 2nd hand/used items, unless otherwise stated. and i'll try to keep it cheap cheap cheap as much as possible. please do take note that items sold is of course because i am broke broke broke. also because now i am in tudung, i just find it useless for me to have my earrings and translucent tops around. because i wont be able to use them, would i? shoes are sold because i have to many shoes at home which i rarely use. so instead of letting it all go mouldy (which some already did), might as well i sell it, right? plus i've been told not to wear heels by my love when riding his bike. and now i am not working, the number of times i'll be riding his bike is, everytime. heh. so better make him happy by not wearing heels and risk scratching his baby. haha. also, maybe with the extra income, i can like buy more flat shoes that i can wear when riding his bike. yay-ness. =p bags. small bags. and many of you will know that i've not reallybeen a friend of small bags. unless of course its those bags yang i will use to store my passport and money when travelling. so i will be selling them. so keep a lookout for it, ya? so do feel free to visit http://84rtz.blogspot.com ok? and should any of you might want to sell some things but is too lazy to put up a blog, do inform me. i might help you advertise for it on my blog shop. =) you know you love me, Sunday, April 22, 2007
- lights off pls... @ 8:02 PM sheesh. met fadzli on the 20th april. bbq on my part was cancelled due to some reasons and i gave mac the usage of the bbq pit. sigh. if only things turned out well, i wouldnt have to cancel it la. anyway, met fadzli on th 20th. bad mood, both him and me. jumpa tak senyum pun. had been having arguments since god knows when la. and i really wasnt in the mood to meet actually, but jumpa je la kan. went to bishan library, returned my overdue book. pffft. then went to junction 8. asked him where he wanna go, and he just shrugged. so i just went la. suka2 hati jalan sana, jalan sini. then, da penat jalan junction 8, went to the library. borrowed 3 books, 2 of which are sheila o'flanagan and the other is mario puzo. wanted to sit down but fadzli was like pulling face already. so went to junction 8 macdonald's. and all this while, we didnt talk. sat in macd for i dunno how long la. settled one sale of my tops on my blog shop. then went out. then drama drama. sampai helmet aku sumer tercampak and pecah la can. and that new helmet is like not even a month old la. i want to cry ok. i cried while eating. as in like really sobbing and eating. then went jalan besar stadium. saf fc vs. tampines rovers. free game so everyone had complimentary tickets. cool, ok. fadzli was like trying to console me all the way through the game. and i just kept quiet. but in the end, we are fine again. i dont know how, but we are fine. well, how we go about being fine, doesnt really matter, does it? by the end of the day, what matters is... we are ok. and i still love him. and i know he loves me too. =)  and on saturday, 21st april, we met again.this time, we went for a movie marathon. i won a pair of free tickets for the movie marathon. the last mimzy, wild hogs and the last shephard. i love all 3 shows. but fadzli didnt, except for wild hogs. because definitely the movies are not the kind of movies he likes. haha. the last mimzy is like fantasy-fantasy punya story. wild hogs is a comedy. the last shephard is about cia - if you like shows that require concentration and all, you'll love this. unfortunately, for the last shephard, the group who went for the movie is the only group in singapore who will be watching it. like cool la kan. lunch was provided. macdonald's and fadzli finished up 6 burgers ok. i wonder how he does that, like seriously. and we got nice nice pillows to accompany us throughout the movie. =)  depite knowing that he wouldnt like the stories, he still dragged himself to follow me.kena pick me up at 9am somemore. and to think that we had a late night on friday, i am really really appreciative of this. thank you darling. =) you know you love me, Thursday, April 19, 2007
- the last day @ 2:13 PM it was fine. lucky dad picked me up because i had to like carry 2 huge boxes and one small box which of course consists of all my personal stuff. i didnt expect it actually. but somehow, 4pm had been my second home. heck, i spent more time in the office that at home. there was some farewell presents from the lovelies at work.  the first gift was from mint.thank you so much, darl.  and my favourite quote in the book, k. mary also gave me something.  chocolates...!!!she knows me well. =) but seriously, i really appreciate what she wrote in the card.  "you're one very capable girl. dont ever let anyone makes you think otherwise okay?"thank you so much. k. seri also gave me something. =)  and she said that she hope i will always think of her when i use this pillow.awwww... so sweet. =) yati, k. normah and syikin sibuk nak amik gambar. i'll post them up once i get it, ok. sigh. i'll defintely miss my 5 days, 9am to 6pm daily with them. you know you love me, Wednesday, April 18, 2007
- countdown @ 2:45 PM as of now, i am left with approximately 3more hours or so. and this will be the last post that will be published from my work desktop. i am having a mixture of emotions. i'll be like so happy, so looking forward to the last few hours. and the next moment, i'll be like so depressed. bloody crap. i am like turning into an emotional wreck la. haha. i am going to miss working here. and miss some of the people here. let me repeat, SOME. sigh. i am really going to miss my 9 to 6, monday to friday moments in the office with the girls. =( and i am going to miss my messy-but-neat desk.  you know you love me, Tuesday, April 17, 2007
- sun, sand and sea... @ 11:35 PM so we decide to go to sentosa. =) the last time i went to sentosa was like such a long time ago. i think back in 2003 or 2004. we went public. met over at potong pasir nel. took the sky train into sentosa, first time for both of us. =p
you know you love me, Sunday, April 15, 2007
- sad la ok... @ 12:27 AM it was simply frustrating. i am frustrated. the thought of it simply frustrate me. and i do not know how to vent this frustration. how in the world could he scored own goal, free-free bagi saf fc one goal. and asal si hassan sunny tu gi kuar, he shud have just stayed in the box so he could save that goal. and i tell you, geylang united simply wasnt performing la tonight. pfffft. there were alot of air kicking instead of ball kicking. and bodoh peh referee. REFEREE KAYU...!!!! you know you love me, Friday, April 13, 2007
- wishing and hoping... @ 3:01 AM but since i will be clearing my off days, i am left with 2 days. my desk and drawers is still full of my stuff. tried clearing but its like neverending. leaving 4pm is a mixture of feelings. i dont know why. i dreaded coming to work. well, i thought its because of work but only to realise its because of some other things. and to think that i was told that i didnt do my work, that i cant accept. if i dont do it, then who did? of course the "people up there" will think we are not doing our job when some people just simply take credit for what we do or suka-suka hati mak bapak dorang give credit to people they like. i am still sore about this. but there's always karma i believe. what goes around comes around. people have been telling me to pray. they say doa orang yang dianiaya selalu dikabul kan tuhan. insya'allah. i've yet to find a job. but i do need to find a part time job. just part time for the time being because i need to go m'sia for the marriage of my aunty. and its for 10 days more or less. if i were to just start, i think its impossible for me to request for leave for that long period of time. i've more or less handed over the department stuff to salha. and having signed that handover letter, reality really kicked me in the head. i wont be a staff anymore. i will of course still volunteer. but the thing is i loved volunteering for 4pm prior to me becoming a staff. and now after i know what really goes on, will i be able to love and enjoy volunteering for 4pm as how i did before? the jerseys for the p2r yia+ soccer team is wonderful. nice. i hope the team likes it. i am trying very very best to settle some of the things which had been promised to the volunteers last year. the jersey is settled. the polo t shirt is in the process of being settled. but whatever. to the "people up there", i am still not doing my job. i guess my efforts are really going to waste. and its really pure crap. i really hope the person concerned will get his retribution sooner or later. i really do. you know you love me, Sunday, April 08, 2007
- addiction.. @ 11:54 PM so please brace yourself for a very long entry. 30th of march, we had a staff bonding session. a game of win, lose or draw. and my team consisted of nurul, k. normah, k. seri and k. ima. and we were the champs. and i was given the priviledge of coming up with the forfeit for the losing team, which consisted of mint, salha, khalisah and syikin. k. mary was on mc that day. heh. so i was quite nice, i just told them to act out a scene from seniman bujang lapok. in the evening, we had an all-girls gathering.
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took the tram from beach station. that was when the real camwhoring began. =)
pikir kan saper je. pffft.
ouh. and i cooked ok.
spaghetti je la. haha. takkan nak masak 8 course meal kan. =p
ended the beach part by going to the southern-most part of southeast asia.
da penat la kan amik2 gambar, jadi balik la kita. =)
walked around harbourfront for awhile.
even though u look like a girl in this picture, trust me, i still love you. =)
consisted of another game of win, lose or draw. heh.
dinner was with fadzli. sirloin steak medium rare. yummy. 
though i didnt get the sticky chewy chocolate, i had their chocolate overload.
6th, watched soccer again.
7th was a stay-at-home day.
its hot pink la ok. =)