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Friday, April 13, 2007
- wishing and hoping... @ 3:01 AM but since i will be clearing my off days, i am left with 2 days. my desk and drawers is still full of my stuff. tried clearing but its like neverending. leaving 4pm is a mixture of feelings. i dont know why. i dreaded coming to work. well, i thought its because of work but only to realise its because of some other things. and to think that i was told that i didnt do my work, that i cant accept. if i dont do it, then who did? of course the "people up there" will think we are not doing our job when some people just simply take credit for what we do or suka-suka hati mak bapak dorang give credit to people they like. i am still sore about this. but there's always karma i believe. what goes around comes around. people have been telling me to pray. they say doa orang yang dianiaya selalu dikabul kan tuhan. insya'allah. i've yet to find a job. but i do need to find a part time job. just part time for the time being because i need to go m'sia for the marriage of my aunty. and its for 10 days more or less. if i were to just start, i think its impossible for me to request for leave for that long period of time. i've more or less handed over the department stuff to salha. and having signed that handover letter, reality really kicked me in the head. i wont be a staff anymore. i will of course still volunteer. but the thing is i loved volunteering for 4pm prior to me becoming a staff. and now after i know what really goes on, will i be able to love and enjoy volunteering for 4pm as how i did before? the jerseys for the p2r yia+ soccer team is wonderful. nice. i hope the team likes it. i am trying very very best to settle some of the things which had been promised to the volunteers last year. the jersey is settled. the polo t shirt is in the process of being settled. but whatever. to the "people up there", i am still not doing my job. i guess my efforts are really going to waste. and its really pure crap. i really hope the person concerned will get his retribution sooner or later. i really do. you know you love me, |
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