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Tuesday, May 08, 2007 - am i asking for too much...

@ 11:22 PM

went out with the sister just now. went arab street to get her kain and to send her kain-s to the tailor.
went to esprit at bugis because she wanted to buy an umbrella. haha.
just because my younger sister and i each has an esprit umbrella, so she has to have one too. =p

then off for dinner. poor woman wanted to eat at sakura nana but it was closed. so went over to onan road new hawa restaurant. da settle down everything, then she remembered that they accept only cash but she didnt withdraw earlier. pffft.

basically, dinner on her was on a budget.
heh.

and all i am asking for is for you to understand.
i know i've not been myself lately. i apologise.
but i just cant stand it,
when you do the things you do,
when you know i wont like it because i've told you numerous times.
i will understand should you choose to leave,
by all means, do if you want to.
but if you choose to stay, all i am asking is for you to please understand.
i am not asking for much, just your understanding will be enough.
i just need some time for myself, not all the time, sometimes.
so when the day comes when i say i dont want to meet, i dont, because i just do not want to meet and end up having an argument.
i've been an emotional wreck lately.
this past few days have been an emotional rollercoaster for me.
i didnt choose for it to happen, i didnt even foresee it will happen.
but it did.
i am sorry.

and yes, i am a girl with the past.
and i would very much like to erase it off.
but with you talking about it all the time, it doesnt help at all.
so i truly seek your understanding, please stop talking about it, till i am ready to share.

so please tell me something,
am i really asking for much?

you know you love me,
xoxo;

thiraonthenet




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