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Tuesday, November 27, 2007
- let go... @ 11:04 AM that i deleted the links i had in my blog. which was of course the links of my friends' blogs. somebody from the past decided to come for a visit, and leave tags on my blog. how in the world these people knows of my blog link? i have no bloody idea. but it is the virtual world, where everything is linked to everything else. before this bugger decides to drop by my friends' blog, let me do a lil update about who i was, pre-2006. when i was younger (not saying that i am old now. heh.), i am not the girl-next-door. i would say, my past is a colourful one. my past is something you dont expect me to do. my past is not the kind of life a teenager had. my past, well, its not really normal. thing is, nobody, except for fadzli, knows the FULL story of what happened in my past. and despite whatever i did, thank god, i didnt have to go through probation, or official counselling. the only form of counselling i had was with my brother. i covered my tracks well, i supposed. i made sure i wasnt caught. but of course, i was caught once by my mom before, and the whole house turned upside down. everyone has a past. and no, i am not wearing a tudung because i am covering up on my past. at the same time, i do not want to make my past known to the public. let those who knows, know and those who dont, dont. its real funny, how fadzli knows every single thing in my past, and yet, he's not making abig fuss out of it. and you, someone who is from my past, and will forever stay there, is making a big hoo-haa. what are you trying to do? break me and fadzli up? i wont declare to the world that fadzli and myself will go through it all. i admit, fadzli and myself, we do have our ups and downs. it was worst before but thank god, we are both trying to make things better. the things fadzli and myself went through for the past year, is not all flowers and butterflies. we had our rough patch. like fadzli told me before, "if what we went through the past year was just a test of our r'ship, we went through it well" and i agree with him. so now, i beg, those people from my past, or shall i say those people from my "colourful" past, please, leave me alone. i've moved on. i've changed for the better. if you've got nothing nice to say, please, just leave me alone. thank you. you know you love me, |
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8th: hari raya aidiladha (ph)
12th: secret santa exchange 13th: faisal's solemnization 14th: faisal's wedding lunch 15th: follow up appointment, 1030 18th: 26th <3 25th: christmas (ph) 25th: company shut down period 26th: company shut down period 29th: company shut down period 30th: company shut down period 31st: company shut down period 31st: 2009's eve ❤ recently. i cant believe this... lunchtime quickie... pretty please... long overdue... tired & sick... mass update... a lil backdated... my nose is running... pffft.. sick animals... ❤ herstory. 2004-2006 |
