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Thursday, April 17, 2008
- listless... @ 4:24 PM when keanu was telling the wife of his dead partner on how his wife died. something about his wife had a blood clot in the brains and it burst. then she died. so i googled about blood clot and tumor in the brains. symptoms for blood clot in the brains: "Common symptoms are chronic (ongoing) headache and dizziness. In extreme cases, stroke may occur." "This may lead to an intense burning and throbbing pain felt mainly on the palms of the hands and the soles of the feet." "Other signs and symptoms of blood clots may include: - Changes in speech or awareness, ranging from confusion to passing out - Seizures - Upper body discomfort in one or both arms, the back, neck, jaw, or stomach - Shortness of breath and nausea (feeling sick to your stomach)" * extracted from: here "These are the most common symptoms of brain tumors: - Headaches (usually worse in the morning) - Nausea or vomiting - Changes in speech, vision, or hearing - Problems balancing or walking - Changes in mood, personality, or ability to concentrate - Problems with memory - Muscle jerking or twitching (seizures or convulsions) - Numbness or tingling in the arms or legs" * extracted from: here see those bold lines. those are the things that i am going through now. and i am not joking. i dunno how passing out is. but i've been experiencing something like, i know i am awake but i just cant move myself, that kind of thing. and i've had my fair share of feeling going to pitam/faint like that. and i admit i am abit "slow" nowadays, getting confused over simple and silly things. and now i need a bloody organiser to keep track of my appointments, i dont even need that last time. what about extreme hair loss? and prolonged menses? and no appetite to eat? and not being able to control my feelings, eg. just break down or get pissed off or etc? does that count? am i going to die? stupid. i just scare myself damn it. something random: some people say that i am with fadzli because of his bike and money. like wth. you know you love me, |
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