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Wednesday, October 29, 2008
- when.... @ 8:22 PM when she misses you, she's hurting inside. when she says its over, she still wants you to be hers. when she walks away from you, follow her. when she stares at your mouth, kiss her. when she pushes you or hits you, grab her and dont let go. when she starts cursing you, kiss her and tell her you love her. when she ignores you, give her your attention. when she pulls away, pull her back. when you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful. when you see her crying, just hold her and dont say a word. when you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind. when she's scared, protect her. when she lays on your shoulder, tilt her head and kiss her. when she steals your favourite hat, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night. when she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh. when she doesnt answer you for a long time, reassure her that everything is ok. when she looks at wou with doubt, back yourself up with the truth. when she says she likes you, she really does more than you could understand. when she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers. when she bumps into you, bump into her and make her laugh. when she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold. when she looks at you in your eyes, dont look away until she does. stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything. dont let her have the last word. dont call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is sooo much better. say you love her more that she could ever love you. argue that she is the best girl ever. when she's mad, hug her tight and dont let go. when she says she's ok, dont believe it. talk with her. call her before you sleep and after you wake up. call her at 12mn on her birthday to tell her you love her. stay up with her all night when she's sick. watch her favourite movie with her or her favourite show even if you think its stupid. giver her the world. let her wear your clothes. whe she's bored and sad, hang out with her. let her know she's important. kiss her in the pouring rain. when she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is, "who's ass am i kicking today, baby?". will update on my deepavali weekend in the next entry. and to dropping-by, worry not. when i die, i will personally pay you a visit to inform you, ok? you know you love me, Saturday, October 25, 2008
- aiyohhhh... @ 7:19 PM and now i am craving for macd's double cheeseburger with extra pickles. ok. ni entry sungguhtakperlu.com. bahhh. you know you love me, Friday, October 24, 2008
- woo hoo... @ 10:20 PM 92 names in one day. i rock. \m/ just got back from pasar malam in my neighbourhood with browncow & faizal. now, i am having prawn vadeh overdose. replies; in, haha. i've always known you have that secret crush on him. amni, pasal my hand and fadzli's hand tk sama size. jadi nampak funny la the heart shape. phudzlee, da 24th pun. and i love those gifts you bought me from kl too.=) plainjane, heh. same-same la kita bukak buku baru on the 2nd oct. =) erma, thanx hon! yaney, thnx for dropping by. yep, left mhc already. thanx for the wishes! missy zai, selamat hari raya too to mr.& mrs izam. =) erma, selamat hari raya to you too!!! =) iva, yay! iva da blog! insya'allah. =) amni, mana ada sey. apa je. some1whocares, thank you, whoever you are. =) aunt nora, nope. not too late yet. slamat hari raya to you too! =) siti, thanx babe. am doing better now. =) test, and u are? i've come to realise, i reply my tags once in a month so far.. :\ you know you love me, Saturday, October 18, 2008
- est. since 181006... @ 10:08 PM by the time you read this, prolly it will already be 2days too late. unless of course you managed to surf the net via you precious innov8. bluek. anyways, here it goes. 1052640 minutes; 17544 hours; 731 days (this year's a leap year); 24 months; 2 years. and it seems like it was just yesterday that i fed you putri salat while you were driving, and it was the fasting month. ooops. did you eat it, or did you not? that's a secret i wouldnt tell. heh. feeling2 gossip girl la pulak. anyways, we've had our share of our ups and downs, tears and laughters, breakups and patchups. you know i'll always love you. and i know you do too. =) sayang awak. you know you love me, Thursday, October 16, 2008
- bahhh... @ 9:10 PM  i spent the most boring 3 days of my life in the hospital.i swear. i've been sick for the past few weeks and despite being forced by mr. browncow to go for a check up, i didnt. well, at least i did in the end, on the 14th of october. which resulted in me being warded. i didnt even inform browncow all the time when i was still under observation, waiting to be warded. only when he message me, as part of his 'routine' whenever he wakes up, i told himthat i just went for the ct scan. heh. after going through the ct scan and the xray, after they took lots of my blood, endless taking of blood pressure, i was at last warded into ward 10b, bed 51. i couldnt sleep the whole night, it was kinda they wake me to check if my right side is still numb, my head is still aching, my blood pressure isnot so low anymore, my blood sugar and whatnots. and all this while, i have yet to eat or drink since that afternoon. so when one ofthe nurses took my blood pressure, i was asking if i could at least drink plain water. and she came back with milo and biscuit. god bless you! early the next morning, my blood was taken. i have no idea how many tubes they took. then they took some mri scanning, at about 945am. and the initial needle for dont know what injection was done on my left hand. but its was poked wrongly so they had to take it out and they poked my right hand instead. best pe cucuk-cucuk needle kat tangan. i actually fell asleep while they did the mri scanning, despite the fact that the scanning was super noisy can. the soothing music didnt really help actually. heh. i only manage to eat my breakfast when i came back from the scanning. which was already 12. kesian kan. by then, i saw this on the table. awww. somebody bought me fruits with flowers. saw my mom and my niece. and browncow's helmet. went for my bathe. and when i came out, i saw browncow. =) and my left hand got swollen due to the needle being poked wrongly. bah. mom left at 2pm because she was tired. but browncow stayed on till about 8pm, despite not having any sleep after his night shift. worst, he had his in-service the day after. i cried that night, due to many reasons. day after, the whole battalion came to keep me company in the afternoon. they had to leave however because they had to pick my 2nd boyfriend up from school at 2pm. keep myselfoccupiped by going to the nurses' station and disturbing them. yes. i was that bored. browncow actually cabot from his in-service just so he could come and keep me company. thank you darling. and i cried, again. bah. am such a crybaby. here's the photos, taken in those 3 days i was in.           i am still feeling kinda giddy,so pardon me if this entry seems kinda 'jumpy'. you know you love me, Monday, October 13, 2008
- ouh noes... @ 8:43 PM i made someone angry bcoz i have onethousand&one reasons to why i need not go to the hospital tonight. one of it is the cost would be 85bucks, just for consultation. tu belom masok if they wanna xray ke, jab ke, warded ke.. bahh. sorry, lembucoklat. =( i'll go if i really cant take it anymore, ok? promisepromise. and those girls with eyeliner macam amy winehouse, eyeliner tu stoppit sey. cant help but stare at them at the bus stop tadi. hehe. pegi jalan raya sey. cheh. rindu aku jalan raya dapat collection. but i did get collection this year, satu je. from my atok sedara. ni part klakar. to me its funny la. you see, when i was still schooling in pre-u, he didnt give me duit raya. now i graduated from pre-u since 2yrs plus ago, he gave 5bucks for duit raya. haha. used that money to buy drink at his void deck. coz my nenek sedara forgot to serve us drinks when we were there. lol. ok la. that was random. bye. you know you love me, Sunday, October 12, 2008
- ouh darn... @ 9:19 PM   stir-fried and not shake by terry tan & invisible trade by gerrie lim.sorry for the very much pixelated pictures of the cover of the books. i had to 'kidnap' the pictures from the website because i was too lazy to take out my baby s5 to snap a picture with. free some more. strikes off my wishlist, again. without even having to spend a single cent. heh. i like. thank you monsoon books. gimme more free books, ok? i promise i'll write a review on every single book you give to me for free. heh. anyway, my health has been deteriorating of late. fainting spells, numbness on certain parts of the body, constant headaches, stiff neck. not forgetting my endless coughing. pffft. how's work so far? its been great. i get to talk to non-english speaking people on the phone. haha. that's funny because i have to do baby-talk. heh. i dont even do babytalk to my angels when they were learning to talk. now i have to do babytalk to adults. and somebody just bought a new phone.  samsung innov8.padahal nak beli omnia sey. then skali he read about innov8 so he changed his mind about getting the omina. aku ada la tak bilang dia pasal innov8 so he will get the omnia and i can get the innov8. chet. anyways, he changed his bike ferring to race ferring. "ferring", is that how its spelt? currently, his bike looks funny because he has yet to spray the ferring. so now, the front half of the bike is white and the back half is black. heh. he'll be spraying it black once he gets back from sepang. heh. i'll upload his funny looking bike once i can figure out how to put my current phone in keanu2's "safe list" for bluetooth devices. so ubber leceh, can. kesian member frust tergolek pasal he cant ride his bike up to sepang. kena naik kereta yan instead because apparently, after much discussion, only faizal and him will be riding. initially, a few more of them will be riding. so they, as in his friends, felt that its not safe for only 2 of them to be riding while the rest will be driving. bagus jugak. then i dont have to worry about him riding all the way up to kl. time he rode up to melaka pun jantung da dup-dap-dup-dap selagi tak dpt msg/call from him stating that he's safe. ni lagi my health is like crap now, i think i can die of heart attack if he did ride up to kl. haha. ouh, guess what. we wont be able to celebrate our anniversary, yet again this year. last year he was working. and this year, he'll be in sepang watching those bikes zoom past him and his friends. bah. and our 24th falls on a saturday, which means i am not working, which means i'll be stuck at home, which means, prolly online movie marathon if there's no new episode of gossip girl season 2 available online. you better buy me something nice from your little holiday, browncow. ouh, now we have new names for each other. he's my browncow now, derived from my overused phrase of, "so how now, brown cow?", and also prolly because he's "brown". haha. kidding. and he calls me humpty dumpty. no reason, i think it was just a way to "get back" at me because i have endless list of names for him. but it could also prolly be bcoz i am always falling down. he says because of "velcro". heh. ok, that's an inside joke. ok la. gdnite. contemplating on whether or not i should go to the hospital because the pain is UNBEARABLE. but i am working tomorrow leh. so how like that. btw, browncow, you owe me mak's place. bluek. and yesterday, when i was out with my browncow, i punya left eye was irritated by dont know what. then at last, i went to the toilet, to have a look at it, only to realise that my left contact tore, right in the middle. ouch, ok. so the rest of the date, i was one brown eyed and the other black eyed. and one pupil was bigger than the other. haha. and my wishlist on the right, i divided it in such a way that it is sud-divided into different categories, for easy reference. easy reference for me la, of coz. but it could be for you too. heh. and its less than a month to my 24th birthday. oh my goodness. i am one year plus away from being a quarter of a century sey. bahh. ok la, now it really is good night. =) you know you love me,
- bah... @ 7:32 PM then when i wanted to open the cd driver on keanu2, it didnt open itself. so i did the old fashioned way, by poking that hole. i dont know what that hole is called. well, the driver did open but when i close it, it didnt have that "buzzing" sound like usual when i insert discs. obviously, it didnt autorun like usual so i opened my computer. and i cant find my e:/ drive. damn it. it must have been deleted or something. this calls for another trip down to acer, i guess. no cd drive and start up slow. acer is like so far away. what rotten luck. pffft. or maybe of any of you knows where i can actually download or something the drive for keanu2, please tell me, ok? worst, i cant even move my neck proper. damn you stiff neck, back ache, numb leg and painful arm. and i thought i wanted to blog about my week. now i've got no mood to do so. maybe if i've the mood, i'll do it later. or maybe i make a trip down to ttsh later if my condition gets worst. you know you love me, Thursday, October 02, 2008
- stop... @ 11:51 PM very bored. manuals, booklets and whatnots. i wanted to doze off, seriously. lets hope it'll be more of a hands-on training tomorrow. i hate taking the mrt, especially during peak hour. chet. you know you love me, Wednesday, October 01, 2008
- sayu... @ 4:29 PM what she did was something people foresee her doing but somehow, we were not expecting she will actually do it. just come home already. breakfast was of nasi impit, rendang limpa, korma rusuk and serunding daging. tears flowing while eating. and it hurts me so. while waiting for abg's family to reach, we had our maaf-maafan. and it was a real sayu moment for us. then some photo taking sessions.     my adorable angels.minus zahirul. =)     some family potrait.=) then off to bedok to visit nenek mazni & tok buang. then to woodlands to obek's place. and back home. ok. gtg. bibik & mamang's family is here. =) ouh. and btw, to all my muslim readers & friends, selamat hari raya aidilfitri. maaf zahir & batin. and to kids out there, happy children's day! you know you love me, |
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